What do you call

A person who lives up to ideals, role models thinking he or she is not good enough and always feel like they never good enough.

Always trying to be better

All Things Cute

Almost semester end

her voice tickles me heart... tickle tickle tickle tickle yeah! It's that time again, almost the end of the year. We(MEGA) are graduate champions again, lost the school playoffs though to "Society of Hispanic Professional Engineers" (SHPE). They deserved it, they were good but we played good too. They won last year :) It's okay next year! Trying to finish some research items before deadline and study for my finals thats hard and a lot of things that require organizing. Let's see how we do... Malaysia soon <3 Vik

Life is all fun and games...

Breakeven

New Workout Song

This is awesome

If You See Kay - To be played live at next music venue :P

failed the bridge but part but not gonna try to correct it :P , also used webcam so got some clipping on the volume :S Will play this song live and record it for you nic :D

Daiyanti's Wedding Reception Speech

Yesterday, i was out without my jacket the whole day because i didn’t check the weather forecast. It was really cold. Same thing with this speech, i actually only knew yesterday i would be giving one.Never been good be with speeches but maybe, i thought maybe just this time it will be my chance to shine.

I guess there are a lot of things that i do in my life with very little preparation.By saying that, I don’t think any brother can be fully prepared emotionally for his sister’s wedding. Growing up i watched my sisters,girls growing up into women, and not fully comprehend the magnitude of what is going on only, till i look back in retrospect. Despite, all the fighting and the “trouble” she caused us, most importantly to me, she turned out pretty okay i would dare say. In a blink of an eye, she’s getting married to Tony and that kind of change is hard to get used to, i bet, especially for my parents. On the outside appa may seem tough but emotionally amma is by far the stronger one, if you don’t believe me look at him now he s probably tearing up.

As for Daiyanti,she has always been naggy, stubborn, annoying... i m just kidding....I would talk about Daiyanti’s better qualities as most people would do in weddings, but i think you all already know her well enough as a person. if i had to chose one word to describe my sister it would be, well i don’t know one word is not enough.

It’s with mixed emotions that i give this speech, being sad for not being able to be there due to time limitations. However, i am very happy for my sister for reaching this milestone in her life, in which i would like to wish her happiness and all the positive experiences of a marriage with her husband, Tony. May love nurture them, the way it did for us children in the Sundaralingam household. Also, i have not gotten the chance to interact much with Tony and his family but i would like to take this chance to welcome them as a new addition to our family, lets show them how it’s done alright. I m counting on you guys.

With respect for all the painfully experienced long speeches i have sat through and listen in my life, i have come to the ending of my speech for today, i hope you will all have a  good time celebrating this union. Last but not least, to my beautiful parents and family,the whole lot of you, i just want to say i love you all and miss you dearly. Also, i am really thankful to everyone who helped with the wedding, my parents and i would like to give our deepest gratitude for this would not have been possible without you. See you soon.

manamakal iruvarukum en idhayam kanintha naal valtukal.

which i think roughly translates as “to the newly weds,i wish you all the best”, as everyone knows my tamil is amazing.

Nandri, Vanakam

You can be anyone you want to be...

Never Look Back in Anger

Trees

Shit Don't Fit Anymore

Nothing

Am I better off dead

Am I better off a quitter

They say I'm better off now

Than I ever was with her

As they take me to my local down the street

I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help you to forget her

But after one too many I know that I'm never

Only they can see where this is gonna end

But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down

'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town

I'm swearing if i go there now

I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words

And she'll listen this time even though their slurred

Dialed her number and confess to her

I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences

I know if I'm face to face that she'll come to her senses

Every drunk step i take leads me to her door

If she sees how much I'm hurting

She'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down

'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town

I'm swearing if i go there now

I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words

And she'll listen this time even though their slurred

Dialed her number and confess to her

I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing

Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh I got nothing

Nothing

I got nothing

Nothing

Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love is intoxicating

Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking

When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead

Am I better off a quitter

They say I'm better off now

Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down

'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town

I'm swearing if i go there now

I can change your mind turn it all around

And I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words

And she'll listen this time even though their slurred

Dialed her number and confess to her

I'm still in love but all i heard was nothing

She said nothing

Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh I got nothing

Nothing

I got nothing

Nothing

Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh I got nothing

I got nothing

I got nothing

I don't wanna ...

Now and Then

I m lonely... but i guess it's normal since i m not with anyone right now. Life is weird, you try to do things right but a lot of times it seem like it don't matter. But i guess i m gonna have to put up with it, since i do believe our actions make who we are.

I miss you, but i know i can't hold on cause it sure feels like you have nothing left for me and i m living in the past, a lie... it hurts, i m tired of loving without any reservation and getting hurt over and over again.

If i shared his enthusiasm in life, i would be unstoppable!!!

1 and already better at story telling then i ll ever be LOL

Man...i always feel like this...almost

BERSIH 2.0 [9th July 2011]

Firstly, I'd like to thank my fellow Malaysians that did their part in voicing their rights. Just some random videos and articles on BERSIH.

What is BERSIH?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bersih

Peaceful? Obvious answer...




Unnecessary show of force and violation of human rights?


Some of the leaders of the movement




Last but not least...



First time i have felt my country has hope, or even called it my country...

Quotes

"Came to work to go on strike",~ Funny British lady working at student center

"Don't make up excuses for the person you are not... Understand reasons for who you are",~Sexy Vik

"Of a love that once belong..." - Norah Jones

"Blessing in disguise: Only through your pain you can understand someone else's" ~ Handsome Vik

Questions:
how does love work, when most people have a different idea of love?

Beautiful

Plains Milky Way from Randy Halverson on Vimeo.

I was a cake ninja???

What i used to do as a kid HAHAHA....

Finals Week

Another semester has come to an end, not the best semester but better than my first semester of graduate school in terms of me keeping up.... got two finals, one on tuesday and the other on thursday.

Probably take one class in summer maybe... 

I don't know what i should feel right now, its hard. 

Quote of the day:

Always wondered why people worry about looking stupid, rather than worrying about being stupid...only to realize the theme here is stupidity - Vikneshan Sundaralingam

Vik says

if you hate everything around you ,don't destroy. you create - Vikneshsan

The end

toodles

I maybe

Weak,

But i don't care anymore
  

Equality: hypocrisy.... f*** this shit ...

Moved Out & In

Sunday Bloody Sunday

Reason behind this song from U2( Sunday Bloody Sunday)?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bloody_Sunday_%281972%29

For Today

Throwing, an illusion?

Nature or Nurture?

One Fingered Dinosaur

The Pursuit of Hapiness, in the eyes of others

Ever wondered what a rabbit sounds like?

Civil Rights in Iran

Hologram TVs in the Horizon?

Interesting News of The Day

Swine Flu Boosts Immunity Towards Other Flus?!

CNN: Floods in Brisbane in comparison to 1974

Mind Reading Apps: Iphone

Australia floods: teenage victim died after asking rescuer to save brother first

All Fall Down

Songs, just like poems and most kinds of art forms have infinite value due to perception and context.

This song reminds me of times when i get down, get beat when there is too much to handle and i fall and i m only left with the core of myself. That is when you realize what you need to do next, the only thing that is left. Getting up... and giving it another fight.

"All Fall Down"

Step out the door and it feels like rain

That's the sound (that's the sound) on your window pane

Take to the streets but you can't ignore

That's the sound (that's the sound) you're waiting for

If ever your world starts crashing down

Whenever your world starts crashing down

Whenever your world starts crashing down

That's where you'll find me

Yeah God love your soul and your aching bones

Take a breath, take a step, meet me down below

Everyone's the same

our fingers to our toes

We just can't get it right

But we're on the road

If ever your world starts crashing down

Whenever your world starts crashing down

Whenever your world starts crashing down

That's when you find me.

(Yeah) Lost till you're found

Swim till you drown

Know that we all fall down

Love till you hate

Strong till you break

Know that we all fall down

If ever your world starts crashing down

Whenever your world starts crashing down

If ever your world starts crashing down

That's when you'll find (find) me

Lost till you're found

Swim till you drown

Know that we all fall down

Love till you hate

Strong till you break

Know that we all fall down

All fall down, we all fall down, all fall down

We all fall down, all fall down, all fall down

Lost till you're found

Swim till you drown

Know that we all fall down

Love till you hate

Strong till you break

Know that we all fall down

The Snow Fairy is Back in ATL

So yeah, back in ATL. I really think i m the snow fairy. Before i started studying at Tech. There was a snow "drought" for 5 years and not so long after that it started snowing every year. :P and kept getting worse.

Before flying out from singapore, i checked two days in advanced an it seemed the weather was fine. However, after actually reaching Paris and trying to get back ATL was a fright. LOL... flight got cancelled because of weather Air France didn't want their planes to be stucked in ATL. hahaha... luckily they bumped me up to an earlier flight. However, my baggage is probably having a vacation in Paris, as they didn't have time to load the plane with it. Anyways, i might get it back in a few days. :( Vivi's stuff for Sung is in it.

Now i m stuck in my room, without a car (which i shouldnt be driving anyways) with no groceries in my fridge. Just instant noodles and instant rice along with some canned vege to survive. Well not that bad, there are few restaurants nearby. Anyways, time to start getting productive. First step, lets play some games.LOL