Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Running Begins

Hi, time to take running seriously and stop blogging too much, here is how much behind i m from my target. The Half -marathon is in 3 weeks. Seems impossible lets see, how much better i can get. I ll give it my best thats one thing i know. Also i realized how i m running somewhat wrong. Running long distances help u understand your body better. I think i have found a way to correct it.

Life's Decisions

I realize that this picture has been use probably by a lot of masters students i know but i m gonna use it too cause it pretty much explains the predicament we go through, also i realized i just had a blog spurt, 3 blogs in probably 8 hours?

If Only To Live For A Day

In bits and pieces
I know you have the world to carry on your shoulders
But crawl inside my mind; take a break
And you’ll probably understand
Maybe you’ll find out that I’m always thinking of you
In the warmest ways I can
A seaside somewhere with mountains in the background

Sometimes I hear voices saying
Maybe I wished you never came to my world
At another glance, these are voices of fear
Train wrecks miniscule by comparison

Maybe someday I’ll walk alone
I’ll walk and fall onto my face
And there won’t be anyone to pick me up
Maybe someday I’ll walk alone
I’ll have to trace my way back home
And there won’t be anyone to pick me up
But I won’t mind, if only to live for a day

Time is teaching me tricks
I don’t understand
I’m having trouble sleeping
But only right before dawn
Life will play pranks on you
Laugh it out
With sticks and bones on your back
Grass on your feet
Sun on your face

Maybe someday I’ll walk alone
I’ll walk and fall onto my face
And there won’t be anyone to pick me up
Maybe someday I’ll walk alone
I’ll have to trace my way back home
And there won’t be any rest for these tired legs
But I won’t mind, if only to live for a day

Traces of proximity linger in my mind
Wrong or Right, I could care less
I don't want to live in a bitter world
Life can’t be this bitter,
Not today…




Monday, March 29, 2010

Collateral Damage

Kinda funny how a lot of people make use of the way collateral damage works, for instance those inhumane bombings like the one that just happened in Moscow. Apparently, Prasad and Shareen were just minutes away from taking that train.

http://www.cnn.com/2010/WORLD/europe/03/29/russia.subway.explosion/index.html?hpt=C1"

So yeah, they figured people's lives would be a collateral to the government. Try to induce fear with such acts. God bless the souls of those people who got hurt for no reason. Maybe one day in perfect world, these people will get what they deserve.

On a somewhat similar note, i can't seem to fall asleep. Possibly the fact that i decided to take a four hour nap after work. Well, i guess it at least adds up. I probably will try to try to sleep again in a bit.Here's the recording for it ain't easy. Lemme know what you think



I have one more song request to do, which is banana pancakes :) for Trini and Shary. So yeah, i wanted to finish it today but the computer was lagging for some reason. Looks fixed for now. We will see.

There is so much say about doing the right thing, it's kinda odd. Things like Google pulling out of China because of bad business ethics and what not. The you end up reading all these conspiracy theories and wonder whether this is real. Also the technologies all these superpowers are developing, scary but at least you know modern day warfare is evolving to be more of a accurate and concise measure. Instead of something as colossal both in area and power such as nuclear weapons.

WW3? LOL...you'd think you not maybe thats not possible. How does one lifetime see so much war, when it is so short. I guess it all makes sense. We have become good at fighting for something,it doesn't even matter even in peace we need something to fight against a common enemy perhaps? Could that explain the very nature of human beings keeping war inevitable. Or is because men rule the world? highly doubt it. If fighting were only in men you wouldn't see a higher incidence of teenage girls actually getting into fights in school. LOL.. so what is it? are we all violent, killing machines, thirsty for action deep down inside with a facade of niceness on the outside so we can handle our cognitive dissonance of trying to become who you say you are?

There i m ranting, peace out. Time to shut up LOL. Take care. I know one thing. I am not good. If you ask me to be honest, i think i both good and evil, maybe a bit more evil. Just to keep things in flow rather than just static and always objective. I have made many decisions and many mislead ones but i m responsible for them. So when the time comes, i suppose i will pay for them. Karma,as some say.

Vik

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Friday, March 26, 2010

Pick a word that rhymes

Friday , the day i want to ...

This blog needs a makeover, pathetic.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Mimi's Food Dispenser

Yes He is a male rabbit... don't ask me why his name is like that, ask Sarah

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Things Learnt Today @ Work

1. Don't Cut Tempered Glass (to think all that class about stressed would have thought you something)



2. Don't Open Containers that you know nothing about, you might find aluminum dust which is not safe. MSDS

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Sunday, March 14, 2010

It Ain't Easy

I open my heart wide
I shut lips tight
I squint my eyes
To glimmer the shimmer around me

The cold breeze,
Lightly teasing me..

So why am i so out of it
Why am i so...

Cause the many little things
we oughta do,many ain't easy
It ain't easy   
It ain't  easy

To the depths of death we march,
fear far from heart,
fate not far from mind.
Honor in one hand, the other free,
to rip the beating of your life
To do what you need

So why am i so out of it
Why am i so...

Cause out the many things
we oughta do,many ain't easy
It ain't easy   
It ain't  easy

The parch road of failure
Isn't because of the decisions you make
It's the ones you don't make

It ain't easy
It ain't easy
It ain't easy   
It ain't  easy

Self Quotes

A lot of the times, it is always a fine line between either one extremes, the beginning - ending, mad-ingenious, life-death, friend-foe, light-darkness, hurt-love; Honor favors courage. To the depths of death we march, fear far from heart, fate not far from mind. Honor in one hand, the other free, to rip the beating of your life to do what you need.

Paradoxes

"War is peace." "Freedom is slavery." "Less is more."

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

This sucks

Today was pretty bad, feeling down for no apparent reason but yeah, it's alright i guess we all have days like that. The trick is not to succumb to it? not sure that worked this time. Maybe i m just tired...

Anyways, i signed up for a gig, but then realize i didn't want to do it. why? LOL... just some reasons.

Life is out there, where am i?

Nowhere to be seen, that's where.

Friday, March 5, 2010

You Can Do Many Things With The Same Notes

Shalenee tell's me i should name it TCDMTWTSN o.O

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Her Diamonds

Requester: Jackson Chao :)

Waiting to be great


My soul is restless
My body is happy
And my heart is broken
Mind, wide awake
Swimming in a cold winter's lake
Waiting to be great

     As much as it makes me beat
Not much of a feat  
I don't love it
Let it be broken